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I'm Sad

Mon May 11, 2009, 8:31 AM
I don't know what it is, but I just don't have the spark that i used to. I remember doodling on everything from school desks to notebooks and anything with a relatively smooth surface. But now I have no inspiration, I feel like I'm stuck in a rut. I might simply need to try something new but I don't know. I can't seem to finish anything anymore and the things that I do finish I give myself so much grief about it that I end up feeling depressed throughout the day. I even felt like I wasn't good at all at drawing and everytime i see something that used to inspire me like some of my favorite shows, I feel even worse. If anyone knows about or understands what I'm going through a little advice would be much obliged.

Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.
Proverbs 13:12.

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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Low - Coldplay
  • Reading: Proverbs
  • Watching: MSNBC
  • Playing: Piano
  • Eating: Everything
  • Drinking: Water

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  • Current Residence: Grand Bahama
  • Interests: Art, Poetry, Music, Philosophy
  • Favourite movie: Friday, 300, Transformers, Troy, V for Vendetta, The Dark Knight
  • Favourite band or musician: Shekinah Glory Ministries, 116 clique, Coldplay
  • Favourite genre of music: cant choose
  • Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh, LeSean Thomas, Linda Huber, Brian Duey
  • Favourite poet or writer: Khalil Gibran, Tupac Shakur, John .C. Maxwell
  • Favourite style of art: Pencil Art
  • Operating System: Pencil and Paper
  • MP3 player of choice: My Phone
  • Skin of choice: My own
  • Favourite game: Street Fighter
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Huey Freeman
  • Personal Quote: He who feels he is more powerful than God is the architect of his own destruction
  • Tools of the Trade: Any Ol' Pencil, Eraser

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*Gavade Oct 3, 2009, 11:59:01 AM
Thanks for the fav! :)
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~Tonio15 Oct 3, 2009, 5:33:11 PM
No problem you have some awesome figures

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~toniart57 Sep 21, 2009, 1:42:47 AM
Thank you so much for the :+fav: :deviation::woohoo::iconyaysupplz:[link]

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~Tonio15 Sep 23, 2009, 10:21:10 AM
no problem wish i lived where you did there's so much i could learn from you

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:icontoniart57:
~toniart57 Sep 23, 2009, 5:53:10 PM
but the drawings are the better...!!! [link]

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~Tonio15 Sep 23, 2009, 7:14:56 PM
I know I've seen em they're awesome

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~RobynnLee Jun 2, 2009, 1:00:22 PM
Thanks for the fav :).

& in reference to ur journal, that's one of the symptoms of clinical depression. You lose interest in things you normally love to do. I deal with that a LOT as well. Every now and then I don't even want to look at a sketchbook & even tho drawing makes me happy I can't bring myself to pick up a pencil. & sometimes I'll think 'Why am I even doing this? I'm not even that good at it!' Now I just guessing when it comes to you (typical psych major here lol), but you can check out this site and see if you fit the profile. & if u do you can find out how to handle it :) I hope you feel better.

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~Tonio15 Jun 2, 2009, 9:27:38 PM
thank you so much for your concern but i'm over it for now it appears i only needed a teacher and the fact that i'm still adolescent may have only made my depression a little more drastic but thank you so much for the link i may not need it anymore but i'm sure that someone else will thanks again and if u need anyone to talk to i'm right here

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Mood: Joy ~RobynnLee Jun 3, 2009, 10:35:01 AM
That's awesome, I'm glad you're feeling better :)

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"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
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~Tonio15 Jun 3, 2009, 8:03:25 PM
ditto:D

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